Later On I’ll Know..

I thank my God upon every remembrance of you

In every prayer of mine, with joy making request for you

Even until now and since the day I knew you

I’m confident that God will faithfully finish what He’s started in you.

I have you in my heart right from the start

When a friend told me your story that cut my heart

My feelings at that time cannot be described

Later on, compassion grows and love exalts.

How greatly I love you with the love of the Lord

God is my witness, how I was greatly troubled

Knowing that heart is deceitful, I kept trying to avoid

Later on, I realized my feelings for you should not be ignored.

The more I suppressed, the more my love for you increases

Seeing your pain physically and emotionally makes me distress

The only great help I could offer is to include you in my prayers

May God will extend more years to you if He wills.



Praying that your love for God will grow in knowledge and discernment

Even though your days here on earth run very swift

Never lose hope, fix your eyes on Jesus and don’t ever quit

Live your whole life fully committed to Christ and keep the faith.



Until this time I am confused if what kind of love I have for you,

Is this just an ordinary feeling or an extravagant longing?

To a simple man I knew and later on becomes a special man for me.

Only God knows if we are meant to be



Later on I’ll know if you are God’s will for me ...

-S.M.T.A.

(09/05/15)